For those of you who know me, you know I don't get tickd off really often. It just doesn't happen. But today is a different story. Today I just see people being stupid in the hallways and in their lives and towards other people and I just want to kick them and inflict pain and random stuff on them. I've also seen people sucking up to other people and those people getting inflated on themselves. I just want to pop their little bubbles and yell at them some. I almost did once, but I held my tongue. It's like I'm on fire, just burning to do whatever I want to do and crush anyone who gets in my way. If this is how you're supposed to feel to be successful I hope I'm always a bum living homeless on the streets.

And looking back over the last couple of years my blog has existed, through Xanga and then here on Blogger I've seen that I've failed. It used to be that I'd write about whatever the heck I wanted whenever I wanted. But then I got an audience and people started reading my blog and commenting and that just made me feel all peachy keen inside so I started writing for those people instead of just writing what I felt. I've become a hoax. I'm sorry. I've failed everyone who reads this as well. I've become one of the masses who just wants to be popular and succeed and pull themselves up by their own bootstraps. But it can't be done. If I'm gonna depend on myself I'll fail miserably every time. I need to live totally for God and pull out all the stops and say that He is in control. Giving up control is probably the most important thing I can ever do.

That said, this blog is going bye-bye. It's still going to be sitting here in all it's technicolor flamey wonderment, but the poster will not be here. I'm moving on. To another blog. Time to say goodbye.

Goodbye.

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